And that QueryTracker timeline is the business! I drew hope from seeing that in a few cases I do appear to be in a maybe pile, with lots of queries before and after mine having been rejected. Obv doesn't mean I won't be. 
This drives me insane.
You look at the timeline, and see all these quick replies, good and bad. You see yours, lonely and unresponded to. What does this mean? You obsess about it, and watch as, every day, new queries are sent and answered; yet yours still sits, as if forgotten. You begin to check far too often, waiting to see if others are still receiving quick replies. You grow agitated, angry perhaps, melancholy even. At a certain point a form rejection would be preferable to the waiting and uncertainty, but no, the waiting continues.
Time ticks by, the hour growing late as your madness grows large. Another query answered. Another no. Another full request. But not for yours. Fate is laughing at you. God is testing you. The walls are closing in, the red and green (and sometimes purple) lines are appearing in ever greater quantities. Twitter shows the time they spend playing Wordle and not responding to you. Their blogs speak of their efforts at clearing their inbox of all but your letter.
Oh unfair burden of knowledge, what horrors do you reveal?! Would that I had never gazed upon the timeline or reply rate. Would that I had sent off queries and been content to wait three months and then move on. The madness would be tempered by time. The time would go unnoticed in ignorant bliss.
Fie, sweet timeline, fie!
